until one day I stopped caring.
and began to forget why I longed to be so closed
and I disappear into the darkness
and the darkness turned to pain
and never went away
until all that remained was buried
deep beneath the surface

celaka

kenapa perlu ada si celaka.

walaupun kasih kau sisipkan.

dari mana datangnya celaka.

bila sayang dituturkan.

sampai kapan hati kau dilayaknya celaka.

sampai kapan ditenyek hati kau dengan pisau kata celaka.

sampai mahu kau renyuk.

apa pilihan hanya ada celaka?

berita

terindah.

bila merpati datang bawa segulung kertas.

kerna itu berita gembira.

air mata mengalir.

sujud bersama air mata tanda syukur.

indah.

indah sangat berita itu.

Turbomachinery

Life is good if you continuously surprise yourself by doing the impossible (or difficult) and pat your back graciously when you manage to do it! Sometimes even mundane task can be very difficult to execute, but they give you the opportunity to spice up your life by checking angles in which you can surprise yourself by doing things that are impossible and feel good when you manage to tackle them.  - Dr Azree-

down to earth

no one has a solid answer,
but just walking in the dark.



and we live,
and we learn,
and we try,

serba salah

dulu, pernah aku titipkan benci.
sebab pasang telinga untuk satu pihak.
setelah kenal hati budi.
aku serba salah.
dia layan aku sebaiknya.

serba salah benci itu ada dulu.
serba salah dua dua aku sayang.
kenapa perlu aku jadi orang tengah.
sebab kasih sayang itu sudah tiba.

aku sayang persahabatan kedua pihak.
tapi aku tidak kuat untuk jadi orang ketiga.

Heart

Sometimes, you just let your heart burn.

Without any flame.
Slowly.

And its fully burnt.

Hurt.